| Location | Poole |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 09/02/2009 |
| Date of Death | 09/02/2009 |
| Visitors | 671 since 23/03/2009 |
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Our beautiful baby boy, not a day will go by when we wont think about you. You never got to take your 1st breath, smile, laugh, walk or talk. But the precious time we spent with you will be treasured forever.
Always in our hearts and thoughts beautiful little man.
Love always and forever Mummy, Daddy and big sis
Mollie xxxxxxxxx
On the friday we had our 20 week scan, everything was great. We got to see you moving around, and your tiny heart beating. The sonographer said all was well, we didnt find our your sex as we wanted a surprise.
I had been having a lot of what I thought was discharge all week, the worst mistake of my life was not seeing a doctor. As on the saturday I went to hospital, and whilst I was there my waters broke.
I was lead into a side room (I knew it was the beginning if the end at that point!).
we were told I could not be scanned untill monday as they didnt have the staff at the weekend.
we were warned that if it was definatly my waters that had gone, the baby would not survive as I would go into labour naturally, or if I choose I could be induced. They also told me because I was only near 21 weeks they would not help the baby once he was born.
At that point I think my I felt my heartbreak.
We could not make any decisions untill I had my scan.
Throughtout the day I started to feel poorly, and got worse throughout the night.The next day I was so ill they had to call a doctor in from home to scan me.
My waters had broken.
I had a bad infection and was told I had to be induced as I was risking my health.
So that evening we went down to the labour ward.
A lot of it was a blur, but 12 hours later our son George was born asleep.
We decided not to see him straight away, but let the midwives take him away to be cleaned up and dressed.
It then became clear my placenta was stuck, so I has to be taken to theatre to remove it.
Afterwords we got to see and hold our son, he was so tiny but so beautiful.
Then we seemed to have so many decisions to make....
we decided to have him cremated with the other little babys, and his ashes were scattered in the buterfly garden in the cemetery.
Seeing a coffin so small seemed so unatural, so unfair.
We will never get over losing our son, he took a part of me with him the day he left us. He has gone to join his brother or sister who we also lost, But he will never leave our hearts.
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I only have one memory of you and thats holding you in the hospital. I see other Daddys with their sons, most of the time playing football, and it makes me sad to think of all the memories that they share. I sometimes find it hard, George, to love and cherish and remember one memory, but I miss you very much and I always will. lots of love Daddy x x x
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGE
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday George
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGE
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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BIG HUGS GEORGE
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥
A Birthday In Heaven by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Little George, its almost a year since you left this place, and im sure where ever u are, you know that you are thought of often. I know mummy would give anything for you to be here, so next time i see her, ill give her a big hug, as i know she will be missing you lots especially at this time.
Im sure you are being well taken care of.
Much love to you angel,
From your Auntie Rach xxxxxxxxxxxx
To the Child in my Heart - author unknown
O precious, tiny, sweet little one
You will always be to me
So perfect, pure, and innocent
Just as you were meant to be.
We dreamed of you and of your life
And all that it would be
We waited and longed for you to come
And join our family.
We never had the chance to play,
To laugh, to rock, to wiggle.
We long to hold you, touch you now
And listen to you giggle.
I'll always be your mother.
He'll always be your dad.
You will always be our child,
The child that we had.
But now you're gone...but yet you're here.
We'll sense you everywhere.
You are our sorrow and our joy.
There's love in every tear.
Just know our love goes deep and strong.
We'll forget you never-
The child we had, but never had,
And yet we'll have forever.
A Childs Voice (Author Unknown)
Alone in the darkness
I heard your voice cry
Don’t cry for me mummy
We all have to die
I am now in heaven
Its a beautiful place
Smile for me mummy
I don’t like your sad face
I live in a castle
Where angels they care
They love me mummy
And they stroke my hair
They are not you mummy
But they take care of me
So don’t cry mummy
I’m happy you see
There's a train in heaven
That takes me on rides
And there's lots of dens
Where my friends and me hide
Don’t cry for me mummy
I don’t like it when your sad
I love you mummy
And I also love my dad
I can see you each day
From the steps of my rainbow
And I’ve seen you mummy
As your tears flow
I have to go now mummy
As there's a party tonight
With big cream cakes
And pink fairy lights
I will be back tomorrow
To call you once more
Goodnight dear mummy
Remember what I told you before
And that voice in the wilderness
Soon faded away
And I look forward to tomorrow
To hear what my child has to say
Hello beautiful boy, I miss you so much. its now june, the months u were due to be born. How do I carry on?
m xxx
'A Pair of Shoes'
I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them. But, once you put them on, you can never take them off. I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.
Hello George, I am thinking about you a lot today. I would now have been 27 weeks pregnant with you, would only have had 14 weeks left until you were supposed to arrive.
I miss you so much, I try so hard to be strong and make out I am moving on with life. I am not George, I cry everyday when daddy is at work so he wont see me. I dream of you when i go to sleep, and feel heartbroken when I wake up because i am not with you. The hardest think I have ever had to do in my life is leave you in the hospital while I can home without you. I wanted to pick you and bring you with me, but I knew deep down I couldn't. I wish we had spent more time with you, taken more pictures.
I am so so sorry for letting you down baby boy, my heart will be eternally broken.
I hope nanny is looking after you.
Love you always
Mummy xxxxx
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